Babyspiders, 39

looking for you I'm in a consistent place, where every day is a constant learning experience, every person has a note in my opera, and God is growing me to understand the message of this composition called my life. MANhood is no joke yall..stay encouraged..lol*

Like anyone, I go through changes. Some good and some bad but up to me to decide. I have been described as cold hearted; once that would have hurt me. But as I grow and embark on many opportunities and adventures in my life I realize that I am not cold at all, I am choosy about who I love and who I let in. I make the choices in my life that will either strengthen or weaken me. So why not be choosy? Why let someone who can affect me so negatively into my life to cause stress. I am living stress free. It works a lot better for me. I no longer put so much weight into the words and actions of others. People do not change yet they do become aware and either adapt, hide their true selves or stop caring. I chose to stop caring because I am not willing to change myself for anyone else. I am who I am and who I will always be and I have learned to deal with it just as i have learned to either deal with others or let them go. Either way, whatever I choose it will benefit me because I am the only person that I am responsible for.